simpe life is happiness ?

RECENTLY , I HEARD MANY GOODS NEWS .
THE FIRST 1 : ROKBIN KO IS GOING TO MARRIED ~
THE 2ND : MISS SUMARNI (SCIENCE TEACHER ) IS GOING TO BIRTH HIS BABY SOON . SEEMS THAT I HAVE JUST HEARD SHE IS PREGNANT BUT NOW SHE OREDI WANNA TO BIRTH HIS SON NEXT MONTH ^^
THE 3RD : MISS RIKA ( OUR EX ENGLISH TEACHER ) WHO HAS MARRIED ABOUT 3 MONTHS ALSO GONNA HAVE A BABY . I REMEMBERED LAST TIME SHE TAUGHT US ENGLISH , THAT WAS HER FIRST EXPERIENCE TEACHING ! SHE HAD JUST GRADUATED AT THAT TIME BUT NOW SHE OREDI GOT MARRIED AND GONNA BE MOMMY ^^
THE 4TH : ADIA C IS GOING TO MARRIED SOON TOO ON THIS 5TH OR 8TH MONTH OF CHINESE MONTH ^^ SHE IS GOING STEADY WITH HIS BOY2 . THEY ARE SO SWEET . ENVY ^^
THE 5TH : ROBBI KO IS GOING TO MARRIED TOO ^^

WOW . DID I SAY RIGHT ? I HEARD MANY HAPPINESS NEWS ^^

I REALLY FEEL HAPPY TOO WHEN I HEARD THOSE NEWS ALTHOUGH THEY' RE NOT HAPPENING ON MYSELF . SO ENVY THEM , MARRIED AND GONNA HAS A NEW FAMILY PART LIAW WHILE I'M STILL HAVE HEART WOUND ~~

I'M THINKING , THEY ARE LEADING SIMPLE LIFE YET HAPPINESS ~
DOES REALLY SIMPLE LIFE IS HAPPINESS ?
I HAVE FOUND MY HAPPINESS BUT I LET GO IT BECAUSE OF MY FUTURE ~
I'M A HIGH CONFIDENCE PERSON , I WANT TO ACHIEVE CAREER , BE AN INDEPENDENT WOMAN AND GONNA HAVE A LUXURIOUS LIFE ( MEANS I CAN BUY EVERTHING I WANT ). MAYBE CAN CONSIDER THAT WHAT I WANT IS NOT SIMPLE LIFE !
FOR ACHIEVE BRIGHT FUTURE , I HAVE LET GO MY HAPPINESS ! DOES IT REALLY WORTH ?
BEFORE THIS , I CAN ANSWER THAT MAYBE IT'S WORTH ! BECAUSE HAPPINESS WILL BE ARRANGED BY GOD WHEN IT'S MY TIME AND IF I LET GO MY FUTURE BECAUSE OF LOVE , THAT'S MEANS I'M STUPPID ~
BUT NOW , I'M THINKING . PEOPLE ARROUND ME , THEY GET THEIR HAPPINESS JUST BY LEADING A SIMPLE LIFE ( I DUN MEAN THEY'RE POOR OR WHAT , DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAIN ) BUT MYSELF ? LET GO MY HAPPINESS THAT CAUSE ME MISSING , MISSING , MISSING BECAUSE OF WANNA HAVE A LUXURIOUS LIFE ?
AT THIS MOMENT , I CAME REALISED THAT ACTUALLY SIMPLE LIFE IS NOT BAD ~
IF I LEAD SIMPLE LIFE , THAT'S MEAN I WON'T LET GO HIM . I'LL STAY WAITING HIM OR GO TOGETHER WITH HIM TO HIS COLLEGE'S CITY .
BUT THAT'S MEANS I DUN HAVE ANY ABILITY TO PROVE MYSELF THAT I'M AN INDEPENDENT WOMAN ? SO MEANS THAT I HAVE TO LAY ON HIM ? NO , NO , NO , THAT'S NOT MY LIFE @.@

FORTUNATELY I STILL HAVE THE INTEREST TO STUDY ABROAD ALTHOUGH I HAVE THOUGHT OF LEADING SIMPLE LIFE ~ I DUN WANT MAKE MY PARENTS DISSAPOINTED ! BECAUSE I KNOW THEY PUT HIGH EXPECTATIONS ON MYSELF !