haiyoiii . just noe i have written about this blog but i didnt know what had happened that caused my laptop restart ! little pekcek.com :)
i love my life but i have been sighing recently :(
WHY ?
I think maybe of schooling . my studying may be stress but that's what i need to accept. because only challenge can bring you improve in your life . without CHALLENGE , u'll still be the same all the time.
the MAIN problem is with the schooling environment .
dont misunderstand that i have a bad university or whatever , i mean classmates .
classmates are really important for me . they are the one who can affect ur study.
i did find that my classmates were quite helpful but now , i begin to disagree with that now.
some classmates love to laugh at me because of my broken english. i shouldnt bother about that. sometimes , i just take that as jokes but it does affect my mood :( i would think rather than laughing me , wouldn't they guide me to the right english ? but these classmates are not really that bad lals except laughing me.
then , i dislike a classmate very muuchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . that FUCKING BITCH ! she is too arrogant , you know . she think that she is very clever ? omg. please , see the mirror . that time , when my lecturer said that he was delighted to teach us because we could understand what was he trying to speak , she replied that most of the class members are singaporean so that dun worry , we understand that. FUCK ! DID SHE USE HER BRAIN ? FUCKING BITCH aa ! her meaning was the foreign students couldnt understand lols what the lecturer said. did she need to be so look down on us ? somehow , she isnt singaporean lels . she is just a person who start lives in singapore since she was young. then , she is a kind of person who will choose friends based on beautiful , attractive or whatever. i dun know how to explain .
she also seems doesnt like me . that time i badmouthed her to other class members at toilet , maybe she overheard that , that's why she doesnt like me too . hahaha ~ really obvious lols , she loves to take pictures within school time but she seldom asked me to join lols. u can hardly see my face at her albums. i remembered that time , i asked her to take photo of rayner , huixian and me. she was so insincere to do it. i seldom talk to her. i remembered again , that time i saw her at the bus stop from further. she did see me but she didnt greet me even turn to other side to pretend she didnt see me . swt ! whenever she saw other people , she will smile or say hello , but to me , she wouldnt ! i think she badmouthed me to other people too. that time , we were in the same project group , i asked group leader that whether i need to summarise the article or not , she replied me that depend on me. that's mean that if i want to summarise den go ahead . if i dun want , never mind. so i didnt summarise because i know that my vocabulary is not good then i send the article to them only to let them summarise themselves. but the leadersaid to bitch that what the fuck when she received the email. the bitch even like scolded me in front of many classmates when we were in smoking session. i didnt smoke but i just be there. just now , a male classmate told me that this time , you really need to contribute the project , dun be like last time , only send article. wow , MLUD BEBEK ! i think bitch old to him because they got closer now. didnt they realise that i just did based on the previous talking to leader ?
then i have a classmate who sitting surround me. he bought breakfast for a classmate . we are in group , he didnt buy for me lols. then i asked for kidding only. why didnt u buy for me. he replied : wo gen ni hen sou a with smiling. i knew he was just kidding . but i realised that he bought for 2 breakfast for 2 classmates. so i know that he treats me differently. maybe because i'm foreign or maybe i dont communicate much with him. I DIDNT CARE FOR THE BREAKFAST , I JUST SAD BECAUSE HE TREATS ME DIFFERENTLY BECAUSE OF NATIONALITY. of course , that is only my thinking. but it gives me an impression like singaporean will never treat u well because of different nationality. it applies to my another classmate who is sitting near me.
rachel , she is quite kind to me :) i will repay kindness to those who are kind to me .
so you will also find that my classmates are irritated . i need to endure 8 months more.
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