our 99th day anniversary ^^

OUR LOVE BEGIN ON 21 OCTOBER 2009 .

i forget oredii what the 21 means .
seems that he said , that was 2 person in 1 heart or whatt .

when we're in love , i thought to make 99 chocolates for him on our 99th day anniversary to let our love become 99 ( jiu-jiu ) means everlasting although i know it is a little bit difficult .

many thought in my mind that i want to do 4 my beloved but some of them usually can;t be realist .
haiis . why ?
maybe next time i should not to think so much / far for doing anything 4 my beloved . if not , they won't realist again .

last 2 night i sms to him , i forwarded an chinese sms for him to supporting him ^^
but he didn;t reply anything . so i dun hope much too .
but 1 day later , he replied to say thank 4 supporting him ^^
he said that he was happy to see me still care him . ( ACTUALLY I OWAIIS CARE HIM )
and said sorry for made me sadd .
i smiled at his sms , i feel relieved at that moment .
HOPE YOUR DAYS WILL FILL OF LAUGH !

I'm just sighing that i can't DIY 99 chocolates 4 him in our special day !
because i had promised him to make chocolates 4 him !
huhuhuhuuhuhu .
i can't seee his touching expression because of that chocolates . haiis

now i dun hope anything . i just hope someday there will be 999 days 4 us ~~

LOVE YOU , BY JEYEK ^^

li wu ` reminds me of our couple rings !

recently , i love to listen a song which title LI WU BY LIU LI YANG !

really a nice song !

this song reminds me of our couple rings that i had take off since we are broken but yesterday i put it on agaiin ~

i duuno why , i just want to put on .





i have downloaded the lyric ~

below are the lyric !

终于可以在今天划上句点
zhong yu ke yi zai jin tian hua shang ju dian
一整夜 翻阅过去画面
yi zheng ye fan yue guo qu hua mian
快想不起我们为何会诀别
kuai xiang bu qi wo men wei he hui jue bie
只看到那双你送的鞋
zhi kan dao na shuang ni song de xie

走一步又一步
zou yi bu you yi bu
我才发现绕了个圈
wo cai fa xian rao le ge quan
走了好几年
zou le hao ji nian
又回到原点
you hui dao yuan dian

你送的礼物 会不会太特别
ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
hao bu bi wei na bu an de chuan yan
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue
难道你早想要我走远
nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian
就像每段爱 总会有终点
jiu xiang mei duan ai zhong hui you zhong dian

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间
shi jie zui can ku de kong pa shi shi jian
困住人 一切却还向前
kun zhu ren yi qie que hai xiang qian
干涸的眼 再挤不出一点咸
kan ku de yan zai ji bu chu yi dian xian
爱到如此可悲的境界
ai dao ru ci ke wu de jing jie

走一步又一步
zou yi bu you yi bu
却跟不上你的脚步
que gen bu shang de ni jiao bu
你满意了
ni man yi le
为什么我却只想要哭
wei shen me wo que zhi xiang yao ku

你送的礼物 会不会太特别
ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
hao bu bi wei na bu an de chuan yan
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue
难道你早想要我走远
nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian
就像每段爱 总会有终点
jiu xiang mei duan ai zhong hui you zhong dian

你说做自己吧
ni shuo zuo zi ji ba
我们都做回自己
wo men dou zuo hui zi ji
不要再为爱受委屈
bu yao zai wei ai shou wei qu

你送的礼物 原来是一场劫
ni song de li wu yuan lai shi yi chang jie
终于分别 夙命一样准确
zhong yu fen bie tai ming yi yang zun que
可笑到想要 你赔给我时间
ke xiao dao xiang yao ni pei gei wo shi jian
爱情有时廉价得可怜
ai qing you shi lian jia de ke lian

光着脚我一路奔跑
guang zhe jiao wo yi lu ben pao
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
xian xie lei shui yi lu kuang biao
收起我的骄傲
shou qi wo de jiao ao
承认曾经备受煎熬
cheng ren ceng jing bei shou jian ao
鞋上那记号
xie shang na ji hao
只有你能明了
zhi you ni ming liao
过了这一夜
guo le zhe yi ye
我就全忘掉
wo jiu quan wang diao






these days , i owaiis miss HIM .

haiiis .

Maybe bcos i have chat alots and get news about him by aqiank and ellis .



YOU ARE REALLY SHAGUA , DUN HANG ON WITV THOSE MEMORIES , YOU MUST BE BETTER THAN ME . WHY YOU STILL DUN WANT TO TAKE OFF OUR COUPLE RINGS ? IT'S ONLY REMINDS YOU OF OUR MEMORIES !

WHY YOU WANT TO LIE TO ME THAT YOU HAVE GOT A CWIT PERSON TO CHEER YOU UP ? WANNA MAKE ME DISSAPOINTED AND EASIER TO LET GO OUR LOVE ?


a few days after we are broke up , i sms to him . at that time , i oredi can;t stand the missing . everything i do really remind me of him . i decided to bravely face our future ! i dun want to apart ! i just want to cherish every moment witv him . i told him that everything i did , reminded me of him ! he replied , he also missed me , but he dun feel sad bcos he oredi got a cwiit person to cheer him up ? OMG . can you imagine how shock i am ? i asked him who;s that girl . do you know what did he replied ? he replied , he wanted to sleep , nites !


I'M REALLY GOT SHOCK ,

since then i tried to smile and let go our love !


until one day , when i was chatting witv his sister . i just knew that he lied !

at that time , i orediii got no response to hear that truth ! i dun care anymore , bcause i oredi get habit with the day without him ! but when i imagined , how hurt to himself to say those words to lie me just because wanna me to let go our love quickly and but his heart was piercing into pieces ?

SPEECHLESS ~

really hurt that feeling bcos i had ever felt that situation too !

his sister told me that her brother still dun want to take off the rings . i surprised bcos i oredi take off since we are broke up ! the rings only remind of our memories , why he still wan to wear it ?

it only can;t bring him ti let go our love ! REALLY SHAGUA ~


AQIANK told me that whenever they asked ellwyn why we broke up ? he just speechless and said it was his fault ! when i heard that , i lost ! WHY YOU BLAME YOURSELF ? IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT !

if you want to blame , blame me . I'M THE ONE SELFISH AND NAIVE TO START OUR LOVE .

if that time , i say NO , today you won;t be like that .

i neva regret to start our love but i just can't bear to see you like thiss bcoss of my naive , DEAR !


i want you to be STRONG ! although we can't together but remember that our love will owais in my mind ~~~

FUNNY MONDAY ~

THE FIRST LESSON OF MONDAY IS SPORT !






THE JINGLE BELL ASKED US TO RUN .


DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR WOULD WE RUN ?


YOU CAN IMAGINED WE WILL RUN ALONG THE PRAMUKA STREET , PEMUDA , PELNUSA , SMPN4 AND WENT BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN .


IF RIDE BY MOTORCYCLE I THINK WE JUST NEED 5 MINUTES BUT RUN ? MAYBE 50 MINUTES LALS ~


HWHAA .


OMG !






JINGLE BELLS WANT TO GIVE MARKS SO WE HAVE TO RUN ALTHOUGH IT'S HOT DAY !


THE FIRST 5 BOYS AND GIRLS WOULD BE GIVEN BETTER MARKS .






MY FRENS SAID : AII CHO TRANSPORT MAII ?


SOME OF US SAID : " MAI LALS , BELSASAR BLG DY UU IKUT KITA LARII , TAR DY NAMPAK KITA NAEE TRANS PULAKK "







SO WE RUN AND RUN .


AND WE THOUGHT TO WALK SHORTCUT TO NOT BE SO TIRED AND BE FASTER RUNNER .


WE ARE FENNIE , MEIDISA , SHARLY , LINDA , ELLIS , AGUS , REGINA , ERNA , LICIA , NELLY ( 10 PEOPLE )






WE WALKED AND CHATTED , THEN ON THE WAY REGINA LIKED TO SUSPICIOUS AND SHOCKED US BY SAYING : AAAAA , ERNA . BELSASARR , BELSASAR .


AT THAT MOMENT , WE ALL LOOKED BEHIND AND SAID & LAUGHED : MANA UU LALS , REGINA MAII GI SIMPE LALS .


WHILE WALKING , WE WERE AFRAID IF BELSASAR WOULD WAIT US AT AHEAD OF SHORTCUT .


FINALLY , WE OREDI WALKED UNTIL THE END OF THE SHORCUT !


BINSALADIN , WE OREDI ARRIVED AT SMPN4 .


WE SAW JONY RUN AHEAD . SO WE WERE NOT THE QUICKEST RUNNER ( WE DUN WANT TO BE THE QUICKER BCOS BELSASAR WOULD SUSPICIOUS US TO RUN SHORTCUT )


WE FEEL EXCITED BECAUSE SEEMS LIKE WE WERE QUICK RUNNER BUT SOME OF OUR CLASSMATES WHO HAVE RUN AHEAD SAID " BAPAK , DI PELNUSA SANA KHO NHE AMBE NILAI "






WE WERE SIGHING : HAH ? SI LALS , CONI MUEK BAPAK DI PELNUSA SANA LELS , TAW2 MAII POTONG JALAN AAA , MAW JADI 5 TERCEPAT MALAHAN JADI NOW GT . HWHAA .


BO KHO LENG AII ULANG JALAN LGIY ? ADUII , HA BO NANG CO TRANS AJJ MAII ? =PP


TAA SMPAT JUA LOW TAR KLO JALAN , ANE JAUH JUAAA .






WE DECIDED TO TAKE TRANSPORT . HAHAHS


AT FIRST DUN WANT TO TAKE BUT AT LAST WE HAVE NO CHOICE SO STILL HAVE TO TAKE . =D






WE LAUGHED AT THE TRANSPORT . REALLY SO FUNNY UNTILL BEH TAAAN ~



THE DRIVER WANNA TURN THE ROAD ACROSS THE PELNUSA .


HE HAD OREDI HALF TURN AT THE SMPN4 BUNDARAN , AND WE ALL SHOUTED " BANG , JANGAN . LEWAT PRAMUKA AJJ . HAHAHS ~~~






WHILE WE WERE LAUGHING , WE SAW SOME OF OUR FRENS AND WE CALLED THEM . HWHAA . THEY SAW US AND APPOINT US . MAYBE THEY ARE CONFUSED TO SEE US TAKING TRANSPORT . =DD






DO YOU KNOW THE DRIVER ALSO KNEW WHRE BELSASAR WAS ?


=DD


HE SAID BELSASAR WAS AT PELNUSA .






WE STOPPED AT THE TRAFFIC JAM THERE .


WE QUICKLY WENT DOWN FROM THE TRANSPORT AND RUN TO PELNUSA .


FINNALY , WE SAW BELSASAR !


HWHAHA .


BUT IT SEEMED WE WERE THE LAST !


hihiihs


WE LAUGHED AND SAID " MAW JADI 5 PERTAMA JADI 10 TERAKHIR PULAK GARA2 POTONG JALAN . HWHAHAH ~~


IF WE DUN RUN VIA SHORTCUT , MAYBE WE WONT BE THE LAST 10 SLOWEST RUNNER . HAHAS ~

J.CO !

i just came back from PASAR MALAM witvv LINDA ,LICIA and MY SISTA,
haven't wash face but oredii wanna online to write blog .
=))

wow , so crowded aaa the pasar malam .
hihiis .
but i like that crowded . got fantasty feel ~ 
when i was walking , from faraway i saw someone that made my eyes wanna saw twice!!!
hwhaaa
and i see clearly , owhh . he was !
he was someone . . .
hmmmm . . . 
maybe i dote before ~
=))

SO HANDSOME !
=pppp


oh ya , my bro ACENT brought me many J.co from batam . he brought to the pasar malam !
OMG !
i think tomorrow i will get sore throat .
btw , thanks so much bro !
really appreciate it nhe !!
hihihis
 
today , i got a wonderful night ~
love itt ~
but i'm missing my BY .
huhuss .
wonder how are you now .
hope you'll take care yourself .
i'll pray for you at here !

piyama ~ hihihs

saturday mornink , as usual i go late to the school so i drive my sister to school firstt .
when i went home , i found that i had forgotten to bring the keys .
OMG !
so i have to go to my sista's school to take the keys ,
but do you know ? i was wearing piyama aaa ~~~
i was so embarassing to enter my sista's school ! but what can i do anymore so i must go although it was embarrassing !

missing the ring ~

i'm sleepy oredii , wanna to kiss my blankett  but i have something to write on MY  BLOG .

=ppp

maybe someday writing everyday on the blog will become my habiit ^^

at the moment ,i;m thinking about him bcos today i was chit-chat with his sista ,

as his sista said . he lied to me to make me better but it was oredi too late bcause what i know is  he has oredi hurt me at that moment

that time , he really made me shocked that made me became so cold .

but when i heard that he still dun take off our couple rings , that made me surprise .

I REALLY MISS THAT RING !

he's such fool that doesn't want to take off , i oredii take off to make me dun remind of memories .

i'm missing the time when we were pinching each other ~ 

when i remind once i pinched you until ouche , that made me smile . hahas

SORRY , DEAR !

i missed the time i called you BY !

maybe that's all 4 todayy .

sleep time liaw ~~

N.I.T.E.S

KEPO JERKS

i dun go to school today because i just realised that i haven't washed my clothes . OMG !!

hwhwhwa

but something went wrong witv my beloved classmates .

that KEPO jerk . huhusssss .

SUPER DUPER HYPER ungentleman !!!!!!!!!!

especiiallly that guy who slapped her and that guy who wearing glasses ~

PLISS D DUN KEPO ! ALL YOU CAN IS BACKTALK !

you dun have such RIGHT !

mind your own business plisss !!!

it's big lucky that my frens doesn't fall in love witv you , SHIT MAN !
and also the girls who stupiid believe tthat JERK !

you GIRLS dun know the exactly and believe them ? OMG !!!!!!

really sweatiinqqq .

you'r all girls too , how come you all to believed one side words ?

feels poor of my belovedd sista to know you !!!!

CANT HAVE THE GRAPES AND SAID THAT THEY ARE SOUR ?

12.07 AM ~

IT'S TIME TO SLEEP AND BEGIN TO HAVE SWIT DRIMS

HOPE TONITE I WON'T DREAM HIM AGAIN @@

LOVE YOU , GOD !

THANKS GOD